mayabang na kung mayabang pero i'm very proud of who i am and who i've become. stop trying to magnify my quirks just so you can feel like you're a better and more mature person than i am. this repetitive feeding of your ego at the expense of mine has to end.

tama na please. ang hirap na.

...after all that we've been through,
i know we're cool..

:)

I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And I saw my reflection in a snow covered hill
'til a landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, I've been afraid of changing cause I've
Built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
I'm getting older, too

I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hill
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down

The Day's Five Things:

1) Win Dinner.
Finally satisfied my months-long craving for Paella. Flying Pig's Paella con Salpicao and Kurubota Pig Cheek were really good (and very filling!).
2) Sarcastic, Mean, Smart Conversation with Tats and Gij
3) YM Conversation with Raedel
4) Instant Message from an Old Friend
5) Friend waiting up just to "be there"

Lesson:
Must never forget how blessed I am in the friend department :)

No regrets. I value our friendship and it is one I will always treasure. I am happy for you and I'm sorry for having to let you go.
If it doesn't work out in this lifetime, then as I promised, I'll look for you in the next one. I won't let go of you then. Bahala ka. ;P

 i miss you!

 The Nescafe ad asks, Para kanino ka bumabangon?

How I wish I had answer other than Myself.

 
Earth, swallow me whole.
Like, right now.